Jan 23, 2022UNEXPECTED FRIENDSHIPSUnexpected friendships, Over the next while, I just want to share the people in my life that are there to support me during the darkest of times, and these are the people that can have a way of making me see the bright side of life, can make me smile…3 min read3 min read
Jan 23, 2022They can’t rescue you if they don’t know you need it. Ask for help to fight another day1 Year Later A year ago today, I sat in my car with a box of all the prescription meds and a pack of razor blades trying to make sense of the chaos in my head. What was I thinking, what was I doing? …5 min read5 min read
Jan 23, 2022MY ELEPHANT IN THE ROOMI have been very honest with people that I see a therapist and that I truly believe that mental health is as important as physical health. …3 min read3 min read
Jan 23, 20223 years ago today, I left this note and attempted to end my lifeI sat on this today, not sure what I wanted to write or even say. Some days its seems like a lifetime ago, and somedays it feels like it was yesterday. There are days when these thoughts still come into my head, and I think that just maybe the world…2 min read2 min read
Jan 23, 2022I AM A Suicide Attempt SURVIVORWe all wear masks, and the time comes when we cannot remove them without removing some of our own skin. — André Berthiaume I have sat for many days looking at this post, wondering what people would say or what the reaction would be. It is time I remove the…Mental Health1 min readMental Health1 min read
Nov 20, 2021One of my daily struggles — My medsOne of my daily struggles — My meds Fu$k my meds Hate taking my fucking meds Fu$k! They make me want to barf I hate how they make me feel Goddamit, why can’t I be normal I hate you. If I were smarter, I would not have to take these…Mental Health2 min readMental Health2 min read
Feb 28, 2021Two Years and a Day!It’s Sunday morning, and we are having our regular Sunday breakfast of waffles, eggs, sausage, coffee, and so on. Yesterday was the second anniversary of my second suicide attempt, and I looked at this blank page throughout the day and wrote down some random thoughts. I told myself that when…Healing10 min readHealing10 min read
Jun 17, 2020What’s in a title So much to write about so much to share but thought this was fitting as it is a typical conversation that seems to come up. …Mens Mental Health4 min readMens Mental Health4 min read
